We all must walk away to allow ourselves to heal..
You were with me when I was most vulnerable, when I was broken that I can’t even..
And still, you keep telling me that you are not here for the happy moments, you are also here for the painful and sad moments and will do this together.
But I think we need time to heal ourselves so that when we see each other again, there won’t be resentments, brokenness, past hurts that still haunts us..
When we see each other again, I hope I won’t feel empty and so broken by the world that I dislike everything there is to love, Because it is God’s creation..
And when I see you, I hope to see you full of life as well, that shines so bright and there won’t be grudges or anger or anything that holds you back.
That we come to realise that everything that God gives us.. is so much more beautiful than any hurt or pain that we had encountered or will be encountering..
So I look forward to seeing you.. But for now, I miss you more than ever..
In the end everyone ends up alone, Losing her, The only one who’s ever known.
I miss your body next to mine, you and I just spending time.
Who would have thought it would end up like this..
Lets take it back before it all went wrong..
Do not forget me.
Do not resent me.
Do not unmiss me.
Do not unlove me.
How awesome is this? My Bestfriend made this video for my birthday. This is so sweet. Thank you. Lovelove~
Do not let the world make you hard..
"Be soft. Do not let the world make you hard. Do not let the pain make you hate. Do not let the bitterness steal your sweetness. Take pride that even though the rest of the world may disagree, you still believe it to be a beautiful place."
And then you go step to the real world, it’s like you were in this big bubble for so long and when that bubble popped, you see the world in a different way, you find that people can be unforgiving. That they are not as soft as you think. You start to believe less in the saying of ‘see the best in people’, and ‘be slow to anger’.
With the words of God, it help me acccept things not all, one at a time, slowly..
And then I also saw Iain thomas’s post about his life and his writing and about the world.
"It reminds me of who I once was and who I could be again. I let the world make me hard. I let the pain make me hate. I let the bitterness steal my sweetness. I lost my pride and I stopped believing the world could be a beautiful place. Nothing is more important than these things. And while I am away, I am finding these things again. One at a time."
I just have to meditate on God’s words everyday and love people and life. People make it hard but God so loved the world that he gave his one and only son that whoever believes in him will have everlasting life.
Thanks Iain, too.
“I heard what you said. I’m not the silly romantic you think. I don’t want the heavens or the shooting stars. I don’t want gemstones or gold. I have those things already. I want… a steady hand. A kind soul. I want to fall asleep, and wake, knowing my heart is safe. I want to love, and be loved.”
People need you. People you love and even people you have never met are depending on you. You matter to God as well. No one else can be the person you were created to be. Do not think for a minute that you are not important; - the world needs you. God needs you.
Hebrews 13:5-6 Don’t fall in love with money. Be satisfied with what you have. The Lord has promised that he will not leave us or desert us. That should make you feel like saying, “The Lord helps me! Why should I be afraid of what people can do to me?”
"I think that it is very important if you know what you want, understand where you are heading towards, and try your best to get it. It is only when we use our hearts to do it, and fall in love with what we are doing, then can we really get real determination."
I wouldn’t trade your complication for anyone else’s simplicity.
Mark 3:28 I promise you that any of the sinful things you say or do can be forgiven, no matter how terrible those things are.
John 14:1-6 Do not be worried and upset, Jesus told them. Believe in God and believe also in me. There are many rooms in my Father’s house, and I am going to prepare a place for you. I would not tell you this if it were not so. And after I go and prepare a place for you, I will come back and take you to myself, so that you will be where I am. You know the way that leads to the place where I am going. Thomas said to him, Lord, we do not know where you are going; so how can we know the way to get there? Jesus answered him, I am the way, the truth, and the life; no one goes to the Father except by me.
That one good deed can shift the balance of the whole world. Never underestimate the power of your goodness and kindness.
That’s why my dear Tumblr Friends, thank you for helping me and helping other people. Let us do more good deeds! Cheers.